what is up?
part of the reason i haven't updated in months is that every time i've tried the internet has died or the computer exploded or my hands contracted some manner of ache and/or spasm. however, i only really tried to twice. mostly, there has been far too much happening for me to try and condense and make sense of any of it. anyway... i'm posting for two reasons. a) i have an essay due in the next 20 or so hours. b) i have lost my journal. it is somewhere in my room, hopefully. under the carpet or something ridiculous, no doubt.
and by this stage it is probably apparent that i don't actually have anything to write about.
sigh.
to lazily recap, here are two lists that illustrate recent life.
awesome: uni, ebay, coffee, live music, tequila night, spoken word poetry, folk musicians... especially ones that look like loralai, bread, listening to fbi at work, being able to afford things, and talking about capital punishment for hours
not awesome: capital punishment, missing lectures to sleep... particularly when they only start at midday anyway, working 35 hours in a single week, writing essays at the last minute, competing for books in the reserve collection, and spending so much money on coffee.

it is a good outcome overall... but i hope to make it better. on the attendance and last minute essay writing fronts at least. anyway, goodnight.